Maybe I Should Bow Out Gracefully

Every time I get close to people in life or on the internet it always blows up in my face. People start hating me, they think I get too much attention, they think I'm getting too close to them, they talk about me behind my back, they think I'm trying to undermind them or I'm out to get them. I have no idea how it happens. Maybe it's because I'm not very good at reading people or I have a tendency to go overboard or the people I make friends with are just destined to come up with new and exotic ways to get rid of me when all I'm trying to do is just carve out some piece of happiness for myself. Whatever it is it always ends bad and I'm afraid it's all starting again. I can't go through that whole cycle again. I think I was happier when nobody commented on my blog and I didn't think anyone was reading. Maybe they still aren't and whoever is reading now doesn't know what the hell I'm talking about but I guess what I'm trying to say is I don't want to be fucked over again. Is that plain enough?